Looking at my teenage life, I see threads running. A jumble of wires tangled up in a naive fashion. It's all there: angst, depression, heartbreak, the feeling that you're selling yourself short, fleeing opportunities flying past, disappointment, let down. And to top it off, passivity; apathetic passivity. I don't care. That's the motto of a generation. The only things that matter are slipping away.... slowly dissolving into insignificance. I am so uncomfortable with growing up.
The confusion is numbing. Fighting sacrifice, fighting change, fighting yourself. A self torn between apathy and compromise. promise? what promise? we have been taught to break our selves.
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